loads of data, here and there


last week, visited the doctor, as i was completely down with dehydration and fever. a woman visited the dr. – who took out his prescriptions for the last few weeks  and brought him new books – for new ones. a thought came to my mind, that the data might have been taken just for some form of computer…

leap of faith


the ways in which the followers and masters differ in their attitude lies in their application of a thought – a giant leap of faith. the masters are so overwhelmed with the thought of surrendering fully, they have already give up the thought of i and then they do not get into another thinking of…

one more birthday!


      this year has been has been full of revelations, taking turns and rounds – never would have thought of. unexpected turns here and there, haven’t found a direction yet for the future yet after passing a hard-earned exam and have found a soul mate for life on the other hand. holding hands…

the way i am


about 4-5 years ago, a good friend of mine, attributing to the personality factor of mine, once said to me – that shekhar – keeping everybody happy isn’t an easy task and the amount of sacrifice you will do for keeping everybody’s feeling intact ~ will infact start hurting you at some point or other….

what matters ultimately?


there are many phases through which we go on developing into becoming what we are right now.. but the matters of heart stay where they are. we never want to take the wrong tide, or go against our hearts. that’s where the tide changes our mind and we have a cyclone coming in ~ of…

What defines me…. … .. .?


the way we see things may be different from they actually are, this brings us to the point where we may assume or acknowledge that the things seem in that form to us @ the given instance of the time and not they actually are. they just seem to be rather than they actually are. man is just a…

What’s Samadhi by the way? Brahma’s sons ask Brahma…..


तरी समाधी ते कैशी असे । तटस्थ काष्ठाचेपरी दिसे । कां समाधिस्थ केवळ पिसें । अथवा असे सज्ञान ॥६१॥ ते सामाधीचीं लक्षणें । ऐक सांगेन संपूर्णें । देहीं असोनि देहबंधनें । नाहीं अडकणें सज्ञाना ॥६२॥ केवळ ताटस्था नांव समाधी । म्हणतां ज्ञात्याची ठकली बुद्धी । ते समाधि नव्हे त्रिशुद्धी । मूर्च्छित ते संधी असे वृत्ती…

Lost and found.


of all the infinite things ~ time it is, sees all in one form and pieces at another instant. it may be this theory that we say the universe would have been formed and started expanding. so much things have changed. ice age came in and gone away. Dino’s followed the same way. it’s the same scale of time…

कृष्ण उवाच … गुरु आणि मी एकच आहोत!!!


उद्धवाला गुरूंचे महत्त्व सांगताना कृष्ण सुद्धा तल्लीन होऊन जातो आणि म्हणतो की ते आणि मी वेगळे नसून, त्या वेषातून  मीच तुझ्यासमोर कायम उभा असतो आणि त्यांचे स्मरण केल्यास ते माझ्या जवळच पोहोचेल! भगवान दोन पावलं पुढे जाऊन आई वडलांच्या ठिकाणी असणारी प्रत्येकाची जवळीक ही त्याच्या जन्म मृत्युच्या यातना संपवणाऱ्या सद्गुरुंपेक्षा जवळची नसू शकते हे उदाहरण देऊन सिद्ध करतात.. कमालीचा काही ओव्या..  …

iTS called Life


the instances of life being so miserably fallible aren’t quite there everyday in our lives. last week or two we had such instances happening around us. and that makes it unbearable that the near ones are going through the difficult times at such a young age. Difficult. One can be theoretical to put everything into…

दीप उजळता


रात्र काळी, अंधार चहूकडे.. मनातला तिमिर उलगडे, भीती अनामिक, विश्वास कमी पडे, नजर वळवून.. बघ जरा, दिसे एखादा दीप कुणीकडे…?   रजनीस मी फुलवले.. भास्करास जरी मी बनवले … तरी अंतर्यामी दीप जळे .. माणसा कधी तरी बघ पैलतीराकडे ..   मीच रात्र, मीच दिनकर, मीच चोहीकडे.. अंतरातील दीप उजळता.. तुलाही  हेच काळे…    meaning in English.. Being human, we are always in tensions, or…

Surrender or get destroyed.


this post topic isn’t related to Gaddafi or Saddam.. i am in a limbo of thought as a dear friend poses the same question again and again. the master says he will look after all his followers if we surrender. my friend asks in which sense. i never know. but let’s analyze.  the objective is…